Last night while at
work my boss and I were discussing moments where we wanted certain things and
prayed about those things but those certain things just did not happen. We
discussed how we felt when those certain things we wanted did not happen. Many
of us have experienced this. We pray asking God for something, but He does give
it to us or if He does it is much later than we asked for it, or He just does
not give it to us. We call those unanswered prayers.
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As we pray, sometimes
we feel we just know what we need and what we pray for will just make things better.
Sometimes it does and sometimes it doesn’t. We see just pieces to the puzzle
but He sees the entire puzzle completely finished. He knows exactly what we
need and when we need it or if we need it all.
Back in 2007 the
husband was trying to do a certain deployment. One of those top secret, not
knowing where he was going, or any details to the deployment. He was accepted
for four different deployments, but each time he asked his Colonel she would
deny him these deployments. Finally after the fourth denial he asked her why.
She responded that she does not send her Soldiers on these types of
deployments. Hubby stopped trying.
God
said no. He shut the door.
One night sitting at
home hubby turns on the news. Something he rarely does. Suddenly I hear him
gasp and I look at him. He is white as a ghost and tears streaming down his
face. I am confused. I have no idea what just happen and why this strong Soldier
is crying. I ask what is wrong and I become scared. Frightened not knowing what
is wrong. He points to the television. I am still unsure what is going on.
A
bombing.
Okay. This place deals
with bombings on weekly occurrences.
Hubby finally speaks.
The bombing occurred
where he was supposed to be. Instantly I cry. I could have been a widow that
evening. My children could have lost their daddy that evening. We pray. We
thank God for His grace and protection over my husband but we pray for those in
the bombing.
Monday morning hubby
arrives to work. I received a phone call from my husband. His voice is soft and
I can tell something is wrong. His voice begins to crack as he tells me the
gentleman who took my husband’s place on this deployment was in the bombing.
The gentleman did not survive.
I cry. My heart aches
for his family. I pray for this family. I cry for the family.
At the same time I
thank God for closing the door for my husband to go. I thank Him for that
unanswered prayer. I do not know why things like this happen. I just have to
continue to trust in Him because He sees the whole puzzle.
Just remember when you
pray and your prayer is unanswered or the response is no, God knows what He is
doing.
Trust Him.
“Trust
in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all
your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.” Proverbs
3:5-6
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Amen! Sometimes it can be so hard to trust because we don't see the bigger picture. But God does. Thank you for that reminder today!
ReplyDeleteSo true Alicia! We as humans want things now but God reminds us that we do not know what the future holds, but He does. Trust is some important.
DeleteBlessings!
Ya know, I am searching for the meaning in my handicaps and grasping at the fact that God's plans are bigger than mine...
ReplyDeleteKendra,
DeleteIt is so hard to understand His plans but knowing that He has plans for us and plans that will not harm us is comforting. May God reveal to you His plans :)