I serve a mighty God.
I sin daily.
I have strayed from Him
many times but He is always there waiting for me with open arms. I allow the
enemy to get a foothold on me, which eventually causes me to stray. Most of the
time I know what I am doing but I make excuses on why I behaved the way I did.
We all struggle. We all make excuses. He continues to embrace us with our
faults and His love is unending.
For the past few weeks
I have allowed the enemy to get a foothold on me. The enemy has caused me to trip.
I was not reading His Word every day. I was not praying as often as I should
have been. I turned my cheek from Him when He was reaching for me. I kept asking
myself “how did this to happen?” My answer: I was not putting Him first. I was
trying to take on the world and my situations on my own.
I
failed.
I became angry,
frustrated, moody, and was having a pity party for myself. I was worried and fearful about the hubby not
finding a job. I was worried and fearful that if he did not find a job we could
not pay our bills. I was listening to the lies that the enemy was whispering in
my ear.
Last week I began to
fight back. I turned to Him repenting of my sins and praying for His help. I
was on my knees because this battle was too much for me to handle. I needed Him to lead me. I needed Him
to take on my battles. I began reading His Word first thing in the morning as I
once did. I prayed throughout the day as I once did. I spoke to Him as I once did.
I still heard the enemy whispering but I was more equipped to battle him
because my Jehovah was with me.
I began feeling my
heart to soften. God was whispering to me not to fear and that He will take my
worries away. He placed within me hope, faith, and love. No we do not know the
plans He has for us. He may not place my husband in a career making as much
money as we do now. He may call my husband into an entirely different career
field. My husband may not receive a job right away. Either way my husband and I
have faith in our God. I know that God will provide for us as He always does
and in the end we will continue to praise Him.
I
shall not fear.
616. His forgiveness
617. His Love
618. The peace I am
feeling
619. Faith that His
plans are for good
620. Him showing the
hubby and me where we are lacking as parents
621. A dear friend who
encourages me and offers godly advice
622. A young boy
singing and dancing his heart out while praising God in worship and not caring
who hears or sees him
623. Teenagers spreading
The Word
624. Blogs that I read
that offer encouragement
625. A new day
No
matter your struggles you are not alone because He is with you….
So true - we all sin daily. But our God is mighty!! So grateful that God forgives us and gives us new chances at life! Thanks for sharing your list!
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Ann @ Cairn Cottage